End of the Year Thoughts

1/1/2017

Although its already the the next year and most of us have heard our fair share of new years resolutions . . . here come mine. jk. i dont usually take part because i always fall flat and by the middle of January i am already over excersising and dieting😂. Nonetheless I do think it's good to write a little of what happened in your life throughout the year to meditate on how good or bad it was and move forward. This year i am sad to let go of 2016, i've never felt sad to see a year leave before but i feel like alot of positive events have happened in my life this year. for example it marked the year that i finally left home for the first time (my mother insisted i stay and cried even after i was gone😭). it was the year i finally decided what i wanted to study in college (before i jumped careers and coulden't settle on one) but most importantly I cannot get over how many new people i got to meet this year. my first few weeks in college i felt sad and spent alot of time in my room because I DIDN'T KNOW ANYONE but after the first couple of months i met alot of new friends from different places and since i was living in the dorm with most of them we got to grow pretty close💕. For that i am so happy and thankful, because before leaving i literaly had fears that i wouldn't even find one friend (i am a very shy person and don't often open up and make friends.) my shyness also came into play alot and although that still hasn't changed i can feel my egg shell slowly cracking. oh! and guess what i learned how to swim! i have a huge fear of water that i kinda conquered. So now can't you see why i am so sad to let go of 2016🤧, it was just so goood to me. I can't hide the joy that this year has brought me, I could go on for hours. but as much as i enjoyed this year i hope 2017 be that much better!🎀